so, here i sit once again, staring at a blank post page.
haven’t been here since December of ’18.
still trying to pull my life together again. at least enough to post. to let it out.
my fingers sit poised over the keys, ready and willing
if my mind would give them something to say.
haven’t sat at the piano – seems like forever
just no … i don’t know what the word is. drive? reason? desire?
desire – that’s it. just no desire to play.
what was once the driving force in my life. the one thing that brought me joy, peace …
and now – – –
at least i’m blogging again …