“Monday, Monday” … “Rainy Days And Mondays” … “Blue Monday” … “Maniac Monday” … “Monday Morning” … and the list goes on.
you would think in a list this long i wouldn’t have too much trouble finding one that fit today. but there isn’t one. no song about the terrors of the night before – the dreams morphed to nightmares in an unending spiral. spinning faster and faster until the climactic end where i die.
except i don’t die. i never die. that would be too easy.
and if one more person tells me to “just get over it” … i may have to break a life-long habit of non-violence and actually strike out.
yeah – like that would happen.
i just don’t want to be here anymore. i have a book being published in the next 4 months (or so) and even that isn’t enough to lift me out of the muck.
and as for a song?
maybe i will have to write one myself.
oh goodie. another task to fail at.