doctor keeps giving pain meds
yes, my shoulder is killing me
yes, the pain meds help tremendously
yes, i need them right now.
but
i’m starting to break out in sweats in morning from not having a pill all night long
i do NOT want to become addicted to this pills
and i’m afraid i already am …
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Frustrating conundrum, to be caught in such a place. Wouldn’t want to be caught like that. I don’t envy you at all.
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Marcus, if this is real life and not part of your poetry, call for help and tell them what you just wrote down and ask for an alternative medication. They’ll want to know symptoms, how long, the amount of pain…Sorry I can’t do more.
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Thanks, Marie. We’ve just been thru so many meds already, the thought of changing again isn’t the most pleasant either.
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I hear you and medicine can give problems as well as helping at times. Perhaps one or more of your meds is giving you a hefty measure of depression. You and your doctor have to figure it out. But don’t fail to get in touch with someone when you are feeling down, down, you know what I mean. I’ve been there and you need help at that point.
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Thanks, Marie. I’m keeping a close watch on the depth of the depression. If it ever starts to slide downward, I will get help. I know the dangers there – I won’t let it stay unattended.
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I’m sorry. Maybe you should talk to your talk doctor to get a change of prescription or atleast a lower dose.
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I would lower the dose and wean easily down to prevent theshaking.
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Hey my bud have you tried one of the TENS therapy units ? They are available in drugstores now Walmart whatever I have chronic pain in my shoulders too but that offers so much relief for a time they were doing it for me at physical therapy and I told them ” I HAVE GOT to get me one of these! It’s not permeant relief but sure does help for a while
Heal well my friend
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Had thought about them once with a different issue – forgot all about them. Thank you for reminding me – they are something I should investigate.
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I’m with you BethanyK. Can you ask the dr for a different drug? The last thing you need is an addiction. Catch it before it’s too late.
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Comment and reblogs have been intercepted, totally crazy. I working feverishly on a secure machine. All of my devices, home phone and copy machine were hijacked.
Stand by me, let me know if any issues on your part regarding reblogging.
I care for you deeply and will never hurt you. I’m the target and they will hurt me by hurting people I care about. They know how deeply important Survivors Blog Here is to me and they have done everything to hurt me, including answering questions for Robert and Gavin which had both confessing. I didn’t know at the time it was not Robert or Gavin talking.
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I’m not experiencing any issues. Thank you for asking. I pray you and WP will get this all resolved soon.
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We are up and Daniel and I are cleaning up the site. I’m reblogging this post, it must have been intercepted by Hacker.
Huge hugs
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Reblogged this on Survivors Blog Here.
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Hi M
I’m battling to reblog iv sent email to you no reply and further more my wording seems to have changed in recent posts funny I never thought further. .now concerned! Hope to chat soon. .
Lisa
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I hope this week is better. One moment at a time some days, Lisa – but even when we fall on our face, it’s forward movement, and any movement forward, regardless of how painful – is progress.
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Thanks Marcus I do feel like im progressing some what. .
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