i am now officially tired of hurting. the pain in my shoulder has gone from excrutiating to intolerable. not that the level has gone up; if anything it’s down. but it is non-stop. and i’m just tired of dealing with it.
had steroid shots Tuesday. they actually seem to have helped, although they certainly have not removed the pain or the need for a pain med. i’m afraid of asking the doctor for another refill, but as it is the current set will run out Sunday morning and the thought of going even 24 hours without some relief makes me shake.
so i’ve written and given him the current “state of the union” as it were, and asked if he’ll refill my prescription. also asked if we will be trying more steroid shots. if two can start relief, maybe two more will further it along…
wishful thinking? maybe. at this point, don’t have much else.
i am just so TIRED. dealing with the depression had me at the point of exhaustion. how the bling-blang am i supposed to add something else to the energy drain???
something is going to have to give.