In silence she moves
the air itself doesn’t betray her presence
there is nothing to announce her arrival
She walks slowly
bulbous eyes locked on the floor
where, in the center
her prize awaits
She approaches the ball slowly
like a cat stalking it’s lunch
so does she move
Her eyes burning with the hunger
of her crazed desires
She reaches the boy
strokes his hair
her defensive hard shell strangely soft
her touch deceitfully gentle
He tightens against her presence
but she murmurs
almost purrs
as her eight legs begin to pry at him
unfolding his frame
until he lies before her, unable to move
held fast to the floor
Her fangs drip with the venom of her lust
and he closes his eyes,
wishing himself gone
as she bends down and begins her feast
taking what she wishes
leaving him filled with shame
humiliation
fear
For a while he is gone
. . . his body remains
yet he is not present
until she finishes
allowing him once more to curl into a ball
She hovers over him
eight legs encircling him
like bars of a cage
She wraps him with her silk
comforting in the warmth it brings
though so surrounded
he cannot move
Being so bound to her
by her
he has no hope of freedom
She hums to him as she slides through the darkness
– her song of sisterly affection
. . . securing the line to his cocoon
within the shadows
where he will wait
until once again
she wants to play
Not pretty at all…horrifying, actually. My mind is numbed by how evil some people can be. I’m having a hard time with words right now so I will stop.
She’s gone.
You’re safe.
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They say there are steps to grieving, sometimes I find these to be helpful. You are carrying a lot and feeling a lot, allow yourself to feel and perhaps allow yourself to be guided. Much love and big hugs, Harlon
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Marcus, it was horrific how she suffocated you just to satisfy her needs. I am so sorry you have any of this to remember. But speaking it will make you stronger. Keep writing.
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I remembered you said you were making the trip. Did you get any closure.
Not to be insensitive to ask, you dont have to reply, if it was rude to ask
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She was pretty much out of it – didn’t say much, and died Sunday night. So … I guess I’ll find closure some other way.
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Thinking of you during this time
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Reblogged this on NANMYKEL.COM and commented:
Stupendous. I can’t help wondering who damaged her. Thanks so much for sharing light on this little acknowledged area of child sexual abuse. I’m re-blogging.
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