i can’t face the emptiness
the loneliness inside where nobody sees
my being craves companionship
more
but not
it gets harder and harder to start a new day
because it only means
i survived yet another night
alone
my heart beats
lungs circulate air
and my mind locks in
on its never-ending cycle
of emptiness
and i face it all
without a purpose
This
A place to escape, but some do relate,
to be vulnerable, yet, we are capable.
In time, decades, the internet opens,
foments people to write, relate, be.
That well defined loneliness, shared,
known by so many, and despaired,
flows and ebbs, with days to night,
times of fear, strength, fight or flight.
Today, I read, I heard, and have endured,
evoked response, lifting the tambour,
loneliness shared, despair with many layers,
vulnerable, fearful, lonely, not alone.
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I forget that others face loneliness, probably nature of the beast. But you have truth – fearful, lonely, but not alone. In our despair, fear, we share much in common, though not always seen or noticed.
Thank you for reminding me I am not the only soul on the planet, nor the only soul that faces so much. It does not provide respite, but it does help.
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I don’t know what to say except -you keep on writing and to me that is a positive. it means you have Hope . take care.
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Thank you my friend. Have a great weekend.
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