… ok, being “unsmart”
[still say stupid but some people don’t like that word…]
back to my bad reading habits. reading storylines i know just by the description are going to contain triggers. but on i go – as if i don’t have a care in the world. and i get triggered. [like big surprise there]
and now i’m walking the campus, trying to keep my mind on work and off the fact that the little boy inside me is scared to death, down in the dark dank basement again, hiding in the darkest corner available …
i need to quit triggering myself.