day of destruction

today
i hate
everything
i’ve ever done

every word
line
emoticon
blah, blah, blah

i would love it
if
for once
i could do something
that i actually liked
and wanted
to keep
around

so today
i struggle
with joking
about
everything
serious
about nothing

don’t i care

i care
enough
that my heart
is imploding
in grief

find me
a corner
i need
a place
to curl up
and die

or at least
hide
from life
and
all its
destructive
influences

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